to baby:
I know that you're going through a rough patch right now, dealing with all those shit. I don't want to add more stress onto you and stuff. I just don't wish to see you deal with all these shit again. I was just telling you about the advantages and disadvantages. There are no such things as a perfect course/job without stress. If I didn't tell you about the disadvantages and advantages now, in the future, you'll still be blaming me for not telling you. It's just a matter of sooner or later.

What worries me the most would be your interest. The things you do would only be those that interests you. So if your interest in bio-medical science died, you'll be still stuck at at square one. Remember the OSIM UZap? You said it was interesting and wanted to buy one for yourself. You claimed that you'll surely use it everyday and stuff when you buy it. But look at what happened when I lent you my mum's? You used it for two days and got bored with it.

You're just like a wild mare. All you seek is freedom and be stress free. But even the wildest mare could be tamed. All you need to do is just to settle down, and find your niche.

Remember, I love you.